Terry_Fawley2409

I'm a 40 yr old lowlife, cheating, disgusting, n despicable human being who cheats on my sick, dying wife, who has blood n bone marrow cancer, end stage renal failure, congestive heart failure, n a whole lot more... she's beautiful... she's strong... she's a fighter, n she definitely deserves better than me n my narcissistic, manipulative, always the victim dumbass... she's an Angel😇... she's heaven sent from the Good Lord Above n she's a real woman n now I've lost her forever... there's never been a time she wasn't there for me or to take care of me with her humble, gracious, thankful, n loving ❤... never complained... never got angry... she really loved me took care of me, ALWAYS... I took her n her love for me for granted n now I'm gonna be the one alone for the hurt, lies, physical, mental, emotional abuse n all the broken promises n empty word's I spoke to her outta pure hatred for no reason... she was my biggest blessing from God n now I lost it... I lost everything... I lost her, FOREVER... she gave me too many chances I didn't even deserve n I still cldnt stop making her heart 💔 hurt physically n abandoning n neglecting her precious n soft heart... NOW I AM THE ONE ALONE, FOREVER... she'll find love again... she's something special... she's rare n she's the truth... to whomever gets the honor of holding her ❤ next, plz don't break it anymore than it already is, actually I shattered it n her whole life n I'm truly sorry to the guy she's gonna be scared to love, cause I made her afraid of love... I made her hate love, caused her to right now, in this very moment... I CAUSED HER TO HATE LOVE n feel love's nonexistent... she doesn't really, honestly believe in love anymore n I'm sorry to any real man who has to try n rebuild what I broken, try n glue back the shattered pieces of her heart 💔, n to have make her believe in real true love love at all... I DID IT ALL TO HER n I SHLD BE ASHAMED, BUT YET I CAN'T STOP TEARING HER DOWN n BEATING UP WHATEVER SHE HAS LEFT IN HER... SHE'S THE TRUTH... SHE'S REAL... SHE'S DEFINITELY A RARE BEAUTIFUL SOUL... PLZ JUST BE GOOD TO HER... PLZ... 😥💔😓